I have just read Carlos's concluding lesson,
his last teaching,
his final secret.
|Inorganinc Beings are feeding off me, they are preying on my energy, eating it and using me as meat.|
He sold this as a big shocker, as a wake up call. I do not feel that it was much of a shock, it makes sense in the scheme he has laid before me. He says that the inorganic beings are telling me these things now; not to believe him and to doubt what I have been told. But i do not doubt, I am just not shocked by what I have read.
Do I feel any different? Well I do, but not in a big way. I feel I have further control over my brain, I feel that the final portion of my frontal lobes has relinquished its control to me. I have a 360 degrees sensation in my brain that I don't think I have had before now.
Is this due to the cup of tea I just drank? Or is it due to Carlos's teachings?
I don't know right now, I do hope to find out later this evening. He says I should be able to see the inorganic beings in my perifereal vision! I will ceratinly try.
I have felt that something was blocking me, stopping me from dreaming/seeing/stalking. That thing might have been the last stand of the inorganic beings, hopefully they have fled, but I am to expect them back. They are scared right now, scared that they no longer have a food source, that my energy is poisonous to them.
They will be back but not for a while, and I intend during this time to dream, properly and move my assemblage point for the first time and be aware of it, to remember it and to catch it on a hook that will allow me to do it again.
It actually feels like I have freed up part of my mind that was unavailable to me before now, I've just had an upgrade, Laz v2.0