Balls! I am here again, depressed and craving all sorts of things, but mostly freedom this time round.

I crave so badly to be my own boss and not do stupid things that other people want me to. I can't see a way to this freedom unfotunately and this I believe is the source of my discomfort, but I absolutely have to find a solution or i'm going to self destruct. There's got to be a way for me to succeed outside of a company structure, I don't want to be an employee any more.