For about a year now I have being trying to understand where a particular band were coming from.

I have regarded my search as an education in something that many seemed to know and i couldn't get.

Funny thing is that I learnt nothing from the band but instead from other sources, most recently Mr Alan Watts and Mr John Fowles.

One day it hit me, just came out of the blue. I reached a peak of understanding and everything this band has being trying to tell me suddenly made perfect sense.

I had become comfortably numb.