"the one is just another system of control"
There is no salvation following a path that is preordained, it is the anomolies' path.
When you don't live in the game, you live outside of it, but outside is the same as the inside. I have felt this, I have experienced this.
It's like being given all the things you ever wanted as a reward and being told to love it, well done, you won the game.
I'm still being told, i'm still being instructed, I am not free. Freedom has no deterministic track, clarity was correctly described to me as a folly. Clarity will bring only conformity, it must be superseded.